Finally home in M'sia.

finally, waited so long dy. now can chillax & enjoy the warm malaysian weather. gonna enjoy kow kow dis 2weeks. 2 many things 2 do in a short amt of time. gonna squeeze everything & see how much is done.

i hate u ppl !!!!

getting piss off with d ppl here in my hostel once again. dunno y but if u all gt a problem with me using FB, then just un add me as ur fren. don't need 2 make fun of me in front of others. just getting pissed off with you all. dunno why you all gt a problem with wat i wear.i wear wat i 1 2. i dun need ur opinion as 2 wat i should wear. if u all are asking me 2 get a life, u all should get a life instead of stalking me all d time. screw u ppl. don't expect me 2 do favours 4 u all again. over & out.

Anatomy: nerd mode ON

Anatomy, why is it so annoying. study just 4 dat small colloq then we can forget it. haiz. 2 colloqs to finish this week to get my zachut so can enjoy my holiday in peace. the muscles are starting  2 annoy me. oh well, better get my nerd mode on.

Friendship :)

Finally feeling much better coz of some1. I think u know who u are :)  really appreaciated chatting with u earlier. had fun. u know i was chatting with u with 1 hand oni. the other hand was eating my dinner. hehe. at least i know who to turn to in a time of need :) . enjoy ur holiday. tc

The Final Countdown

ok2. its been a week since i wrote anything. i think d last 1 week was mayb d best week i had in Moscow except 4 some minor hiccups with my anat colloq. thank god once again i scrap through it while really annoying my teacher.

Dis week the Do or Die week. Chem control, latin control, russian control & 2 more anat colloq & not 2 forget 2 get my zachut 4 physics. gonna b a hard week but hope that i can pass it with flying colours. After dat is Home Sweet Home. I'm coming back, Malaysia. Lets see how it goes this week. Hope 4 d best. wish me luck :)

I hate it !!!!!!

theres to much in my mind right now. lying on my bed thinking, ' Why the hell am i doing here? ', ' Who are my friends?' , etc. This has been a frequent thing for the last 3 months. Waking up every morning thinking about this. Sooner or later, i would just feel like dying coz of this issues. Trying my best to make friends here but to no avail. i'm just a nobody here. Having a feeling that no 1 cares abt me or my feelings. Feeling dejected & lonely. How much i do to help any1, its like i'm d 1 who is getting d blame. Feeling shitty abt life as it goes on. my life is always surrounded by the 5W & 1H . Just feel lonely & need some1 to cuddle to rite now. How i wish my life is not this complicated like what it is rite now. the oni positives that i hav so far till now is no matter how big the obstacle is, i'm still not goin 2 quit wat i am goin to do and dats final, FML.